it has come to that time (again) of packing up a suitcase to as close to 23kg as i possibly can, (you'd think that would get easier with practice but it just doesnt) saying a few goodbyes and getting on a plane to fly over some ocean to a (not so) far off distant land for some reason or other.
this time.....dts. three months in new Zealand.
i think from the moment i left new zealand on the 25th Novemeber i knew i would be back for the dts in feb, but i wasnt sure i would ACTUALLY commit to doing it and it has come up so fast. But yes here i am off again.
sometimes i think my life is a little like a jigsaw, or at least thats how it has been feeling lately. This is one piece and when you look at it up close on its own in makes no sense, just a bunch of colours...its not really anything, but take a step and look at the bigger picture and you maybe start to see where it fits in.
i think i been gathering a lot of pieces over the last while (i dont even know how long) and now they are starting to make a picture, come together to make sense, starting to look like something bigger.....
Im not entirely sure what that is just yet because i reckon there are still some pieces missing. I dont pretend to have all the answers because i know i dont, and im not imagining life will somehow be perfect... but a picture is forming and all i need to do is keep finding the next pieces and where they fit.
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