leaving on a jet plane....again!

its outreach time!
tomorrow i get on a plane to the middle east with 6 other people for 8 weeks of crazy adventures and moves of God (i declare it!)

it has come up so fast that it doesn't feel real but i know God has been teaching us and preparing us all for what he has for us. As we step out in faithfulness he is going to move through us and change lives by His power. I don't know about anyone else but i say i want to be a part of that!
i am thankful for what he done for me and want other people to know he has done that for them too.
I know we will have some great stories and testimonines when we get back!

photos!

Do you trust me?

that is the question i am continually being asked....

DO YOU TRUST ME?

DO YOU REALLY REALLY TRUST ME?

God wants me to trsu him in everything, and sometimes that is just really hard. i mean i can SAY i trust him with everything, but when it comes down to living it out can i really do it? when he says give your money to someone else in need and i'll take care of what you need, do i really believe that?

when he says he has a good plan for my future, do i trust that its better that anything i could come up with? when he says he wants my heart do i let him hold it?

i guess the area i have been growing in this the most is with finances. See everything is his anyways! He has provided so much already through the generousity of people who believe in what im doing and are willing to support me in it and its so awesome to see him provide....but he is still asking me to trust for more. I still need £1000 and i know it should be easier to trust him for that when i have seen so much come in already, but it still pushes. it stretches me to rely on him in this area and that will flow into other areas. its a challenge every day but it will be worth it!

I have to lay everything down before him.....all my desires and dreams, and not pick them up again and try and make them work for me, in my way. i have a really bad habit of doing that. i will lay something at the feet of jesus and say i trust you, do what you will and and hour later im carrying it around again, trying to find solutions and ways to figure it out. and the process goes over and over again.! im getting better but im not there yet.

so God says DO YOU REALLY TRUST ME WITH EVERYTHING?

my answer?.....today, i trust you more than yesterday and not as much as tomorrow.